Monday, June 22, 2009
everything comes crashing down... it's time to pay my dues... sorry to all...
rotted-12:39 AM
Friday, June 12, 2009
it's been so long since i last blogged... lately have been thinking about a lot of things... too much to pen down oredi in fact... xD
summore, have been concentrating on the ndpeeps blog... pls go support!! haha... more interesting stuff coming up soon...
neway, watched dance subaru lately... initially was coz BoA's song, Eat You Up, was used in the movie... LOL... ended up really enjoyed the movie quite a lot...
will update more often after ndp bah... =D
rotted-2:06 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
my mood has been like a roller coaster ride lately... weekends very packed... driving... tuition... sometimes really damn tiring leh... dun even wanna continue... just enjoy life on precious weekends... these were supposed to help me take my mind off stuff... was hooked on to this song lately...
Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away
You have stolen my heart
Invitation only, grand farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight
You have stolen my heart
And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well
You have stolen
You have stolen my heart
I watch you spin around in your highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart
the constant shifts in mood between anger, joy, sadness really is damn =.= humans are seriously not exactly made to alternate between them so quickly... in a way, it's the feeling of helplessness that kills me... in many areas... friendship... work...
Hate That I Love You So - Rihanna ft. Ne-yo
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile?
been fighting myself inside me... not sure of how to settle this... but somehow, i know when i think back on these memories, at least it'll bring a smile to my face... remembering all those little events...
we'll see how it goes... i've been saying much of this lately... probably let's just sit back and watch how things unfold... can be interesting...
rotted-8:23 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
long time no update... lol... have little motivation to blog... lately, been trying to do up the blog for ndp which my team has been doing... seeing so much html just gives me the creeps... see html until damn scared... was nvr good at this kind of programming things...
damn tired lately... driving plus tuition on weekends really drains me... preparing for tuition is damn sian oredi... and driving nid so much concentration... =.= nvm lar... extra income... as for driving, hope tp faster come faster pass faster take licence... lol...
nowadays not many good movies leh... watched friday the 13th today... still prefer the previous instalments... probably coz i watched them when i was young... was more scary then... haha... awaiting angels and demons but somehow shd be a disappointment bah... given the book was so good... hard to replicate it in motion picture imo...
luckily, i found quite some nice music lately... haha... lately, i hardly hear any good chinese music le... found more good english songs and a bit of jap ones... jap ones definitely from BoA... realised i'm really quite a music person... a lot of memories kinda get recorded inside the songs i listen too... different songs seem to relive different parts of my memories... kinda interesting sometimes...
neway, will be diverting a lot of effort to the ndp blog... pls support and if can provide any help with the layout and html, pls help to save me... xD check it out at
http://ndpeeps.blogspot.com
rotted-11:39 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody
This time
I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing
I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holdin' my breath
Right up 'til the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with!
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Tonight
Out on the street, out in the moonlight
And, damn it, this feels too right
It's just like déjà vu
Me standin' here with you
So I'll be holdin' my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Ooh! You can't give up
When you're lookin' for a diamond in the rough
Because you'll never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holdin' on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, oh!
Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Sorry for the lack of updates. Been really busy lately. Will update soon. Haha...
rotted-11:30 PM
Saturday, January 31, 2009
David Archuleta - CrushI hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
rotted-1:09 AM
Friday, January 09, 2009
they haunt me in my sleep... for the past week in camp, i think i only had one dreamless night... most of these practically had no meaning and i dun even bother... probably apart from the fact that a lot of my sleep were wasted... except for one dream last night... so at the end, it all accumulated to show up in this form... i was shaken for today... badly... i dun wanna face all these things again... it's a horrible curse... it's never easy... it never was... it hurts... it hurts to be able to feel... it feels so good to laugh until u feel numb... but when the numbness ebbs away, the pain seeps in... throwing in the towel looks like such an alluring option... maybe it'll be ok by tomorrow... maybe i'll continue lying and cheating and deluding myself tomorrow... bastard who's causing it all upon yourself... u deserve it all...
rotted-11:00 PM
