Saturday, January 31, 2009
David Archuleta - CrushI hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
rotted-1:09 AM
Friday, January 09, 2009
they haunt me in my sleep... for the past week in camp, i think i only had one dreamless night... most of these practically had no meaning and i dun even bother... probably apart from the fact that a lot of my sleep were wasted... except for one dream last night... so at the end, it all accumulated to show up in this form... i was shaken for today... badly... i dun wanna face all these things again... it's a horrible curse... it's never easy... it never was... it hurts... it hurts to be able to feel... it feels so good to laugh until u feel numb... but when the numbness ebbs away, the pain seeps in... throwing in the towel looks like such an alluring option... maybe it'll be ok by tomorrow... maybe i'll continue lying and cheating and deluding myself tomorrow... bastard who's causing it all upon yourself... u deserve it all...
rotted-11:00 PM
