Wednesday, February 08, 2006
i'm juz feeling down again... haiz~ this juz sux man... i juz keep thinking abt that stupid me who waited for that person for 5 yrs... maybe she's reading this now but i dun care at all oredi... i dun even give a heck nowadays... it juz reminds me of how stupid i am... this kinda gals are the worst kind... they simply make use of the feelings of guys who lyk them... idiots... this kinda ppl are those who are plainly cheapos...
i was juz waiting lyk a fool... and then i said the same thing to another person... at least this time i gave up veri easily... the first one took me 5 painful yrs to cover the scar... at least now the scar is hidden well away... but it'll alwaes remain there... haiz~
and lately, the feelings resurfaces for a new one... the immediate reaction was to remove it as soon as possible... i dun wish to take another blow... it's too difficult for me oredi... looks lyk this may be the best method... maybe this explains y i'm so irritating lately... i dun care... juz hate myself and let others hate me... life'll be better...
rotted-11:10 PM
