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Monday, June 25, 2007

juz found this song... death note movie theme song... realli nice...

Suga Shikao - Manatsu no Yoru no Yume

I'm lonely and a liar
and I'm always just dreaming
You pretend not to notice
but still hold me

It feels like I'm a vampire
sucking your tenderness away
If an endless sadness should surround us,
let's hold each other as we wait for morning
I wonder if someday we can forgive even the irreparable scars
With a smile that hasn't changed since that day.

I dream at midnight
It was an awful nightmare and I woke up
A gloomy dream of the midsummer night
An endless darkness outside my window

Reflected in the mirror was hate, jealousy,
love, desire, and warmth

And when I slowly close my eyes, you come back to my memory
and disappear when I look back
Even if you can't reach the place we were to meet at,
I won't let go of your hand...
You laugh gently as if it were something that happened in a distant world
I'm lonely and a liar
and I'm always just dreaming

rotted-9:38 PM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

xianz... now feeling veri pissed... bleah... play com a bit then tio kb lyk crazy... damn xianz where sharing a com wif a bro... not exactly an angelic one esp... plus he get admin accnt and i dun... zzzz... my accnt forever lag lyk crazy... bleah... juz ranting... lol gotta get it off my chest... haha...

neway, lately heard this phrase frm somewhere... haha... veri interesting... 人生中最痛苦的不是失败，而是遗憾。失败是暂时的，但遗憾是永远的。veri true rite? sometimes it realli hurts to face failures... but facing failures make someone grow stronger mentally and mebe physically... u tink over wat went wrong and wat u shd haf done... thru that, can improve mah... that's gd lor... but a regret is even worse lor... it weighs on u for as long as u live lar... that's seriously veri grave... and often u'll brood over it and yet u noe u can change nothing liaoz... simply coz it's over... quite bad lor...

neway, enuff of that =.= stuff... mugging has been srsly dumb lar... the drowsiness sets in almost all the time... and it dussen help wif supportive people arnd... damn supportive... it's not as though i play nonstop for the whole dae lar... bleah... within 1.5hr of gaming, cfm i hear several friendly persuasions coming frm certain ppl... damn nice of them... when the blocks results come back, i gonna slap it in their faces and show them wat dota can do to results... zZz... heck it... go slp lol...

rotted-11:33 PM