Tuesday, December 23, 2008
enjoying block leave now... lol... feels damn good... except for the past 2 weeks i think, due to a flu and sore throat... i say the weather may be part of the cause... but with so many ppl in camp spreading the virus around, so many ppl all falling sick together... although for my sore throat, the cause would be myself... went to try out the double chocolate hot chocolate with marshmallows from coffee bean that day... sounds so damn cool, and tastes so damn nice... with a lot of chocolate inside... right after finishing it, my throat oredi feels a bit scratchy... now recover le still tempted to drink again... but sore throat really prevents me from eating a lot of things... haiz...
that day had a bbq in camp... some celebration thing... that nite i srsly could hardly drink... abt 2.5 cans of tiger got me pretty tipsy... kind of odd... lol... but after that then means block leave le... dun nid go back camp from 17th dec to 4th jan... quite cool... haha... though abt 1 wk plus of my block leave was spent on writing my ucas essay... goodness... writer's block at its essence... so long nvr write... on top of that, i can hardly write well in english... took me so long to just finish the first draft... intercalated with entertainment still... xD that's y it took so long... now relax for a while first lor... currently conveniently not thinking about the future drafts and another essay for me to write... all these essays r sick...
dun wanna talk abt this... sickening... watched yes man that day... once again proved i'm still rather cheena lol... no subtitles and i dun exactly catch their english well... bad... despite the fact that in camp, i use a lot of english to converse... highly unnatural for me srsly... spekaing so much english kinda makes me feel odd actually... this movie's kind of weird... somewhere stuck between a comedy and a movie wanting to inspire... nvm can't wait to watch red cliff 2... and i still wanna watch ip man... that dae, had a dilemma over yes man or ip man... =.= end up yes man wasn't impressive... must watch ip man srsly...
still haven got any of the stuff that i wanted to get... zzz... saw no wallet that appeals to me... with my current one cannot store any coins safely... annoying... nvm... somehow lately i'm listening more of kelly clarkson's songs again... previously i quite like her old songs... like since you've been gone, because of you, gone etc... when i heard the song never again from her album, my december, i din find it nice... now i find the album actually not bad... i love the song sober... as seen from the last post... kind of describes my feelings a bit lar... previously i was rly hooked on to rihanna's disturbia... actually now i still enjoy that song a lot... usually i get tired of this kind of songs quite easily... and somehow, lately a lot of english songs invaded my song collection... too much english influence around me... but still i prefer BoA anytime... =D her new english single, eat you up, was not too bad lar... hooked on me for quite a while, but comparing with disturbia, still lose lar... just that the mtv's quite cool... and the dance is good... hope the next single will be better lar... she performed that song quite a few times... called look who's talking... although she sounds like britney spears inside, but the dance is not bad though... haha...
been sleeping late and waking up late since block leave... haha... waking up at 1 plus seems quite usual... but will be quite lethargic for the day though i sleep abt 10 hours this way... weird... wonder where all the sleep went... for the days i have to wake up early, like 9 or 10, i could hardly force myself to wake up... even 9 or 10 is counted early to me now oredi... wonder how i'm gg to adapt when i get back to camp... was tinking how i survived in sch last time with abt 3 to 6 hours of sleep... then to tink of it, sleeping in lectures seem quite common... =.= not very proud of that still...
k this time quite a substantial update... at least this place dun seem to be collecting as much dust as it used to oredi... lol...
rotted-12:46 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Kelly Clarkson - Sober
And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over
And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time
Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no
Wake up
Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months
Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
rotted-3:07 PM
