Sunday, October 31, 2010
忘了是怎么开始 也许就是对你 有一种感觉
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你总是微笑的你 总是不开口 世界被你掌握
最美的不是下雨天 是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
想你想你 也能成为嗜好
叶子在窗外轻轻摇动 人行道没有行人走过
故事情节掉了 主角对白掉了 该属于剧中的对角戏也掉了
人们虚假又造作 总爱得不温不火 我们用真心就不会有差错
在我心上用力的开一枪 让一切归零在这声巨响
眼睛睜不开 看不到未来 也哭不出來
也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药
一时的甜甜蜜蜜 都彷佛忧伤的虚度了
多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说怎么说都没有救
任性的淚水 若洗淨双眼 或许哭能恢復 我视线
只是心又飘到了哪里 就连自己看也看不清
可是我有时候 宁愿选择留恋不放手
错在明知是错 快乐该怎么选择
还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你 还是害怕不经意地听见你的消息
却有种叫作时间的东西 说沒问題 最后我們会痊癒
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
让我们乘着阳光 看着远方别当路人甲
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信 因为我们等不到那流星
日落的这一刻 我的心沒太阳
照亮了沉默 明白是寂寞
rotted-10:36 AM
Monday, October 25, 2010
好累哦。都不知道是在与谁赛跑。算了。去睡了。这天气让人希望能好好地睡一觉。明天一大清早有个无聊的课。
最近我发现其实现在我不是真的很在乎失去那个朋友。感觉上也没算什么。就真的不合的话，勉强维持这种友情反而辛苦。但是，我还是希望你过得还好。:)
rotted-1:56 AM
Friday, October 22, 2010
love the presence of so many great songs in my life lately. i dun even have enough time to listen to all of them. have to list them down by priority so that i don't forget them lol.
1. Janet Jackson - EscapadeLatest addition today. Didn't know the song was so old. Chanced upon this song quite unexpectedly.
2. Katy Perry - FireworkI'm pretty amazed by this album. Actually, it's just a few songs lar, about 7. Quite a lot still. Haha. First, I loved California Gurls. Heard it so many times in Australia. Beautiful song and the music video's quite cute. The next song was Teenage Dream then followed by The One that Got Away. Now it's this. I can't wait for the music video to be released.
3. 张惠妹 - 掉了This and the next song is because of 林俊杰's performance at 金曲奖. Absolutely great performance. Among the songs he sang, i love the way he sang
掉了and 抛物线.
4. 蔡健雅 - 抛物线My only regret about this song is that i don't have the music video version of the song in high quality. Love the part where she 清唱 the song.
5. 徐佳莹 - 一样的月光Heard this song quite some time back. Got hooked on to it lately.
About 2 weeks ago, i listened to almost exclusively these 2 songs for about 4 days. Haha.
Bruno Mars - Just the Way You Are and
Rihanna - Hate that I Love You feat. Ne-yo. The former has a superb music video. The second one is just a great song. As for the music video, it's so bad it's not even funny.
Today, i was contemplating between buying BoA's Copy and Paste repackaged album or not. If i want the poster, then i have to go to HMV to get it. Such a trouble. Summore no music video included. Just before that, i was trying the 3D sony tv in one of the electronics shops near my house. Imagining the 3D Hurricane Venus music video on it. =)
rotted-11:28 PM
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
世界上的事情没有很明确的黑与白。彩色是真实，还是虚幻？灰色似乎是一种常态。如果我看着自己，我会觉得自己不断的徘徊在黑与白之间的界限。一时雀跃万分，下一刻又郁郁寡欢。有时我还会怀疑照镜子时，是否会看见一个双面人。
常常会与自己争吵。心里的战争。结果，累的始终是自己。刚读了一篇颇有意思的短文。对不起这三个字究竟有着什么意思？这三个字很常用，变成了三个为了说而说的字。嘴上说的，是否心里也这样想？
变成一种敷衍。
最近都在怀念一些过去的事。对我来说，虽然许多事情都算是时过境迁了，但仍记忆犹新。有些，说不上是不堪回首,但都是些不愉快的事始终让人感慨万分。活在过去的人并不开心，因为他们活在已不存在的存在。其实，大多数不愉快的回忆，就因为他们是过往云烟，回想时感觉上也没那么伤感或之类的。就像是翻阅一些发黄的旧照片。看见开心的就会心一笑，不开心也就一笑置之吧。
重要的不只是要活在现在吧。也要学着为自己而活。笑也为自己而笑。就算要哭，也要为自己哭。
rotted-3:10 PM
Friday, October 01, 2010
Lately, i have been thinking quite a bit about a few random questions. I feel they are rather interesting. The first one is my favourite one by far. Have been thinking about it for a while.
1. If you are forced to lose one of your five senses and you get to choose it, which one would you choose and which one would you definitely not choose?For me, my answer for the second part was instant. Definitely not my sense of hearing. I think most people who know me well enough know how much music I listen to. I think there are more good things I hear than bad things. Some examples of bad things include reruns of a certain Taiwanese drama with only one word as the title.
The part about choosing one is hard. Left taste, smell, touch and sight. Elimination. I won't choose smell or taste. Simple reason being if you can't smell, there's no point in having taste left. But I feel sight and hearing works pretty much in hand so, i'm left with touch and taste. Haha, and I was just wondering, if you lose sense of touch, will you feel the food in your mouth? I think I'll give up touch still. If cannot taste, smell will only make feel more pissed.
2. 痛或痒？Wee Kiat asked me this one day. My immediate answer was 痛. He say 痒. My reasoning is that 痒 and 痛 both can use painkiller to suppress. Haha. Imagine you tell someone you take painkiller to 止痒. Anyway, I think it's important to feel pain. 痒 is pretty lame. It doesn't serve much purpose. 痛 is a form of feedback to inform you something is wrong. Not feeling pain is scary.
3. If one day you lose your memory, would you want others to help u recover by recalling the good or bad memories?I suddenly thought of this when walking home from Sheng Siong (was looking for food that I want). It sounds pretty stupid but I was thinking that even for normal people, bad memories definitely stay much longer with us. Most probably not consciously, but subconsciously and for a good reason. Such memories teach us many lessons. It's not that good memories don't teach us much. However, the lessons are usually less precious.
If I lose my memory, I think if possible, recalling good ones would be what I want. Recovering to a good memory should feel good. The other method should be left as a last resort. Waking up to a horrible memory can be good or bad. Meh, who knows.
Well, actually I just thought of another one.
Guy or gal? Better not discuss this. Later kena flame. =)
rotted-8:23 PM
